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'মুড়ি-মুড়কির এক দর'?!?

Recently, amader West Bengal je ghotona niye uttopto ta holo – ek mohila Police kormir Howrah-Bandel line er Ladies-special train ‘Matribhumi’ te tarahuroboshoto vul kore uthe pora ek jubok ke bohu onunoy sottweo dhakka mere fele deoa ar cholonto train theke niche achomka pore jaoar dorun juboktir okal  ebong prai nirob mrityuboron !!!

Ei durghotona prosonge ekti ghotona amar mone pore jachhe --- College ebong University te porar somoy ami Sealdah r South line er train e besh kichhu din jaoa-asa korechhi..to ekdin ami r amar ek sohopathini uthechhi local train er Ladies-compartment e..amar bandhobiti last stoppage e nambe tai se vetore dhuke seat paye bosechhe r ami just duto station porei nambo tai jedike amar station porbe sediker gate e dariye achhi..jodio train chharar somoy kamrata fakai chhilo tobuo oviggota theke jantam je majher station duto theke eto lok othe j age theke gate agle na darale nijer gontobyo station e nama prai osomvob hoye othe..ritimoto juddho korte hoy..amar ulto diker gate e 3 jon chhele cholti train e hotat e uthe pore..chhele tinti nimnobitto family theke belong kore ta tader dekhe onuman kora khubi sohojbodhyo..tader modhye ekjoner abar duto haat e nei..se hotat amar bag dekhe amake student bujhe niye jothesto somvromer sathe amar kachhe ekti pen chai..ami diyeo die ebong lokhyo kori j se oi pen ti niye ulto diker gate e mane tar purbabosthane fire giye onyo dujoner theke shune ekti mobile no. nijer kata dukhani haat diyei ek tukro kagoje likhe fele..bujhte pari je eivabe likhte para se ovyesboshoto ropto kore felechhe..tarpor se amake kolomti ferot diye ‘thank you,didi’ o bole..etimodhye, amake oi chheletir sathe interact korte dekhe bose thaka onek otutsahi (porun,onyer byapare onahuter moto ohetuk nak golano kichhu ‘gossip-queen’) mohila jatri amake deke seat e boste bolen kintu samner duti station theke je poriman vir hote cholechhe seta bujhe ami amar station e namte parbo na vebei gate er kachhe ager motoi dariye thaki..chhele tin jon faka ladies karma dekhei uthechhilo setao khubi sohojbodhyo..karon tara kauke birokto na kore nijeder modhyei mogno chhilo..sealdah r just next station e jedike platform porechhe sedik diye namle prochur vir ebong mohila jatrir modhye jete hobe tai station asar age tara jedike oi stationtir platform porchhe tar ulto diker gate e chole ase namar jonyo..’durvagyoboshoto(!?!)’ jedike ami dariyechhilam...byas! hoye gelo..oi mohila jatrider koyekjon r ei byaparti nitei parlen na..tara hotat kore amar ‘well-wisher’ hoye uthlen..etotai j ekjon ritimoto amake dhomok diye seat e bosiye tobei chharlen..hotovombo ami r sei sathe chhelegulio..tara bolar chestao korechhilo,’na,na bon..tumi darao ekhane..kicchu hobe na..’ type kichhu ekta..kintu ke shone kar kotha...oi ‘vodromohila’ra kichhu shunle to..pore amake oboshyo tara bojhalen j ‘eisob chhelegulo sanghatik paji hoy..kokhon ki kore dei kichhui bola jai na!!!’..even, amar bandhobiti porjonto kichhu na jenei/jigges na korei dum kore bole boslo-‘oi chheletar to duto haat e kata..ki korlo pen niye ???’..ami sedin r bole uthte parini-‘eta to virthasa general compartment noy..ekta motamuti faka ladies compartment r ami ekjon adult meye..nijer valo-mondo bojhar dayitwo amar nijer..apnara amar permission chharai amar barir guardian er moto amar proti protective hoyechhen seta khub valo kotha..kintu ekhane amar protection er kono dorkar e chhilo na.. specially, tader theke to noy e jara nijeder niyei motto chhilo r amay didi/bon bole sombodhon korchhe..kichhu kharap bujhle ami nijer khoti korar jonyo nischoy okhane dariye thaktam na ebong sekhetre nischoy apnader help o chaitam..tobe jara eto mohilar majhe o ekti meyeke konovabe osomman korar,opoman korar khomota rakhe sesob so-called ‘shoktiman’chhele jodi era hoto tobe apnara ag bariye to chherei dilam ami help chaileo ki amay tokhon bachaten ?!?..mone to hoy na seta...after all, ‘shokter kachhe vokto nache’ bole kotha..’

Thik ei ekivabe vulboshoto ladies-special train e otha prothmer ullekhito stri-sontan thaka juboktir barbar porer station e neme jaoar akuti sottweo tar sathe oirokom ‘omanobik’ behave kore take mrityur dike thele deoata ki somajer sorkari tothakothito dayitwoban rokkhakortader kauke manay ?___etato bodhoy koti takar proshno kore fellam,tai na?..thak,etar onuchharito uttor sobar e jana..amar proshno ta onyo jaigai..nahoy dhore nilam j oi jubokti onyai koreo kharap behave korechhilen..dhore nilam j mohila police ti bujhte parenni je oi dhakka te manushti train er baire pore jaben ebong gurutoro vabe jokhom hoye marao jaben..hoito koyek mas age ghota ‘matribhumi’ train niye ghota kande provabito tini beshi e barabari korchhilen..tobuo ki oi kamrar onyo mohila sohojatrider uchit chhilo na je chheleti keno erom kaj korlo seti ekbar jante chaoa..oi police tike nijer hate ayin tule nite atkanor..take bojhanor j oi jubokti jokhon nijer onyai swikar korchhe tokhon take porer station e namiye rail-police er hate tule deoa..tahole bodhoy chheletike ‘laghu paape gurudondo’ vog korte hoto na. Newspaper e porlam j ekhon oi kamrar onek jatri onek kichhu bolchen kintu ei ghotona jokhon ghotchhilo tokhon tara kothay chhilen ? ha,jani somajer maximum manush e ‘police’ shrenitike voy peye jhamela eriye jete chai..hoito tara vaben o ni j eto boro byapar ghotte cholechhe..tobuo..tobuo...’kintu’ to ekta kothao na chayeo esei jachhe..eka karo pokkhei protibad kora somvob noy..ami holeo partam na..kintu jodi sobai mile kora jeto...tahole bodhoy prodibadi r protibad keu e mara jeten na...amr j ghotonati bollam sekhane okaron illogical protibad uthe esechhilo jeta kora khub easy chhilo karon sekhetre aropito 'doshigon' kono dik thekei 'strong' chhilo na..kintu ekhane ???  

Asole somaje meyeder rape, sexual harassment, physical molestation etotai bere gechhe j mone hoy jeno meyera shudhumatro rastaghatei noy nijeder barite,porasuna & kajer jaigateo ekhon safe noy kichhu kichhu khetre ..maximum khetre dekha jai esob khetre jara dhora pore tara somajer nimnobitto manush ..tai eidhoroner sob manush e kharap seta amra dharona kore ni sohoje..kintu sophistication er nichheo je dustbin thake thik prodiper niche ondhokarer moto se khobor ki amader jana nei naki jeneo mukh buje thaki karon nimnobittoder accuse kora soja kintu somajer khomota ebong provab-proprotipottishali uchhobittoder ?..’proshnogulo sohoj r uttor tao jana’.. ei dui shreni chhara ‘tini e modhyom jinni cholen tofate’er moto modhyobitto ra j somosto ‘middleclass-value’ mene chole kono onuchit kaj korbe/korbe na emon o noy..asole je keu e ekhon je kono kichhui korte pare/pare na seta tar bitto-shreni-bahyik porichhoder upor nirvorshil noy konomotei tai - we should not be judgemental.

..r ha,sob purushder dosharop kore okarone ohetuk gender-biased hoye naribadir tokma ete cholatao sob khetre thik noy..haater osoman panchta anguler moto sob chhelei kintu typical ‘MCP’ hoy na..meyeder upor kono rokomer kono nirjaton hole sob meyei jemon meyetir dosh khujte na bose sochhar hoy na thik seivabe sob chhelei jene-shune just chup koreo thake na..kodin age ek somikkhai dekha gechhe j bishwer boro boro multinational companygulor mohila CEO der maximum e sei store esechhen tader Baba r inspiration e..(tar mane abar ei noy je Ma-era inspire koren na ) ..amar nijer jiboneo dekhechhi je amar best-friend Ma er moto amar Babao amar guide er e kaj korechhen ebong seta Ma r thekeo beshi practical way te maximum khetrei..shudhu Babai non amar jiboner bivinno somporker bivinno Purush ra je jemon e hon na keno tara sob somoy e kajer jogote amar success kei beshi pradhanyo diyechhenn always.. J

modda kothata holo somajer jekono field-ei hok na keno kono positive change ante hole nari-purush,dhoni-gorib ityadi somosto tothakothito 'shrenir' sob sensitive manushder egiye aste hobe ar eksathe kaj korte hobe..tai,shrenibivag jodi kortei hoy to seta hok literally 'manush-omanush' er nirikhe..onyo kichhur noy..keno janen?..karon,badbaki kom-beshi prai sob kichhui amra niyei jonmai jate amader nijeder kono haat thake na kintu kebolmatro 'manush' hoye uthi amra nijder echhai ebong nijeder prochestai..
..Asole ami jeta bolte chaichi tar sarmormo holo--- ekjon k dekhe baki sobai ke sei shrenitei fele {mane,ek kothai bolte gele Generalize kore} tader privileged /unlucky konotai na kore tule neutral hoye sobtuku bichar kore sei moto kaj kora uchit biseshoto somajer brihottoro dayitwer khetre...ei prosonge ekti prosongshaprapto Hindi cinema sei bikhyato catch-line ti diye ei lekha shesh korbo – “my name is Khan & I am not a terrorist !”